Well, things were going pretty good. I had found a new place to move to, work was beginning to be fun and enjoyable, Ive been making awesome new friends, and then tonight happened.
Hes being an ass. I mind my own business, stay out of his, go about my day, etc. Yet everything he says is some snarky, immature remark, and he just wants to keep arguing over the stupidest shit. I move on the 9th, and yet thats not good enough. He told me not to worry about renting a truck, that hed take care of it. He told me hed get me boxes, and help me move all my stuff. Now, he says he cant and I have to just "figure it out". I just simply dont have the money at this point. I havent spent a dime on anything unneeded, and i have a 750 deposit, 500 1st mo rent, 181 car payment, two 55+ phone bills, and another insurance payment all due by Dec 1st. About 860 of that is due on the 9th. I am barely going to make it as it is. I dont have extra money laying around to just drop on a truck unexpectedly after I was told not to worry about it almost a month ago. I dont have money to just go "buy" boxes at UPS, I cant get any from work really, and i dont know where to go to get them for free. Now he also wants to hold it above my head that he told me i dont have to pay for this month.
After him making one too many fucked up comments toward me, I made ONE back, and he told me to get the fuck out now. Nice. I really dont understand why he cant just be civil for 11 more days. Its not like i follow him around, ask him all sorts of questions, or even really talk to him anymore. And he wants to run around accusing me of seeing someone. Im not. Im not even ready for all that right now. And what would it matter anyway? Hes seeing someone else, and has been since practically 3-6 days after we broke up! So really, who the fuck cares?
So supposedly I am a psycho bitch, because I couldnt find a place to move into sooner than the 9th. When he gave me to the 31st. Id say thats pretty damn close, and all he wants to do is throw fits about it. And call me immature. And get pissed at me, because its just not fast enough for him. If anything, Ive been exactly what he asked me to be. I am doing my own thing, and staying out of his hair. Maybe he just doesnt really know what he wants. All I know is its kind of shitty to treat someone like this with no other reason than you want them gone. Its not like im being a pain in the ass. He still gets meals cooked for him, which I pay for, cigarettes that I pay for, and I do our half of the cleaning. I understand he wants me gone. I want to be gone too. But this is just retarded. There is no reason for this sort of behavior. There is no reason to insult me left and right.
Ugh. I just want to move now. I wish I could. I wish I could just go and wash my hands of this, so that my life goes back to being drama free again. I moved on. So why is it feeling more and more like he really hasnt?
Grr. I just hope it doesnt get any more ugly than it did tonight. I cant deal with that for much longer.